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Sep. 23rd, 2008 | 10:16 pm
mood: 
crappy
music: Put your records on- Corine Bailey Rae
One thing i can't really get through my head is how big some people's head can be.
1. they won't reply by the second you tell them you like them.
2. they won't talk to you if you don't look good.
3. they're total snobs.
4. fcuk them. lol
anyway, so today was like my first time getting someones number. yeah, i finally did it. and yes, it was embasrassing and suicidal at the same time. and fuck i got rejected haha. the person really doesn't look that good really, he just wears glasses.
RANDOM FACT: I fall really really fast for people wearing glasses. Weird huh?
there would be at least 3 to 4 answers on why he didnt replied.
1. His not Gay/Bi.
2. Im way too ugly for him.
3. He doesn't have any load.
4. His fucked up.
Rather than being fucked up and depressed the whole day just thinking about it, maybe i'd go for POJ again. in case i'll ever see him again, whom which comes the less expected. I'm still having my hopes up. REJECTION is normal-thats something i really have to learn.
On the next issue, i think i have AIDS. yeah HIV/AIDS. i dunno, it feels like im going to die soon. really really soon. thats why i went for church this morning. prayed.cryed. went all melo-dramatic over it. its like giving it all up. and accepting the fact that "HEY YOU HAVE AIDS. YOU SUCK" or something like that. oh fuck.....i do really think i have AIDS.seriously.
i may have got it from Mark, Freddie..or the tongue pierce i just recently got. nobody knows.
well, i really wish/hope not. I'd give up everything just not to have AIDS. yes, even SEX.
i was thinking of helping street childrens someday. Give them shelter and all. I just really feel sorry for them. rather than looking at them doing nothing; raising their right hand for money, looking all poor and dirty, running along the streets selling sampaguitas. They're supposed to be at shelters playing with kids and learning ABC. People are just really fcked up these days; as if it were ever different a century again. Maybe, we'll never know.
Its like morning raindrops on an winter season. cold. frozen. transparent.
though, with no relevance whatsoever.im still hoping for the best out of anything.
i have so many dreams in my life. that having AIDS would just make it fucked up.
wishing for the best. praying for the best. will make my mama proud.
1. they won't reply by the second you tell them you like them.
2. they won't talk to you if you don't look good.
3. they're total snobs.
4. fcuk them. lol
anyway, so today was like my first time getting someones number. yeah, i finally did it. and yes, it was embasrassing and suicidal at the same time. and fuck i got rejected haha. the person really doesn't look that good really, he just wears glasses.
RANDOM FACT: I fall really really fast for people wearing glasses. Weird huh?
there would be at least 3 to 4 answers on why he didnt replied.
1. His not Gay/Bi.
2. Im way too ugly for him.
3. He doesn't have any load.
4. His fucked up.
Rather than being fucked up and depressed the whole day just thinking about it, maybe i'd go for POJ again. in case i'll ever see him again, whom which comes the less expected. I'm still having my hopes up. REJECTION is normal-thats something i really have to learn.
On the next issue, i think i have AIDS. yeah HIV/AIDS. i dunno, it feels like im going to die soon. really really soon. thats why i went for church this morning. prayed.cryed. went all melo-dramatic over it. its like giving it all up. and accepting the fact that "HEY YOU HAVE AIDS. YOU SUCK" or something like that. oh fuck.....i do really think i have AIDS.seriously.
i may have got it from Mark, Freddie..or the tongue pierce i just recently got. nobody knows.
well, i really wish/hope not. I'd give up everything just not to have AIDS. yes, even SEX.
i was thinking of helping street childrens someday. Give them shelter and all. I just really feel sorry for them. rather than looking at them doing nothing; raising their right hand for money, looking all poor and dirty, running along the streets selling sampaguitas. They're supposed to be at shelters playing with kids and learning ABC. People are just really fcked up these days; as if it were ever different a century again. Maybe, we'll never know.
Its like morning raindrops on an winter season. cold. frozen. transparent.
though, with no relevance whatsoever.im still hoping for the best out of anything.
i have so many dreams in my life. that having AIDS would just make it fucked up.
wishing for the best. praying for the best. will make my mama proud.